In Family news, My sister is pregnant and is still a major bitch. I am no longer talking to my Mother or Grandmother or my Sister. I pretty much cut them all off except my brother and few others. I just got tired of being treated like crap all the time and having to worry about what they though of me. I got tried of them not supporting me in everything that i was doing in my life and putting me down all the time. I was tired of them treating me like a damn 5yr old child and tell me that I needed to be on medication because i was being over dramatic. I spent more time crying over what my family was telling me that i was wasting time that i could be using to spend with my daughter and my husband. I don't want my daughter around people that get off by making their family members feel like crap. I have noticed that my family cant even be around each other with out drinking. I was so stressed out that I started smoking again, I quit back in 2006. I have to admit that since I stopped talking to my Grandmother and my Family that i have been so much happier. It's just sad that they are going to miss out on my Daughters life because they wanted to be a bunch of Assholes.
On the bright side of things Madison is doing very well she is walking and talking (kinda), even running. She is the little piece of light in the darkness of my life. I strive to be the best mother that i can be. I promised her that I may not be able to get her everything she wants but that she will always have what she needs. She is my everything. My husband Josh loves her to pieces. She recently has learned how to give kisses and her favorite word is "NO". So if you ask her for a kiss she will shake her head and say "No". It's almost to cute. The picture posted is from a recent photo-shoot that she had done. She had so much fun! Crap I actually have to run Madison just woke up from her early nap.
